weekly journal
Weekly updates on Malkins (me, in case), what she did, what she thought about, if she's still alive, etc.
25/04/2026. I didn´t sleep really well last night, so I don´t know if I will be ble to do much preogress with the site and the oder things I have to do this weekend but I´ll try my best. My mom finally trimmed my hair ends this week (Ihaven´t had a hair cut in over a year, so the ends of my hair were really getting on my nerves). I haven't had the chance to go to a pharmacy and weigh myself, but I'm sure I've gained weight again. I hate being fat, but hating it isn't enough to manage weighing 48kg, I can't get discouraged, I need to keep trying! We finally had the consultation with the teachers about the presentation for the competition, I'll have to rewrite my lines and practice more. I'm also planning to get back on reading this week I ended up pausing for some reason, which is a shame because it is a good book.
18/04/2026. I finaly launched my web page on neocities, it is not organized and is a complete mess, the apearence of the site is also not one of the best ones, I don´t know if it will ever be other way, I discovered that I´m not good with computers ( I kinda knew it already) but I hope I can do something about it one day. I´m still unemployed and looking for a job (I´ve been like this for the last 3 years, since finishing what in english people call "high school" even though it has no direct conection with learning how to get "high", there is many english terms I don´t get). I still have really bad head pain at least once a week, this time it is because of the NaOH we manipulate for the "Capstone Project" (another weird english term), this time I took my cousins painkiller and it turned me into a melted blob Made out of gnome meat, i´m still kinda blob and sore and even the antidepressant is not helping me to think well, today I completely wasted another precious day of this limited life (again).